MermaidGirlForever

Found someone on Wattpad who ripped off my Treasure Planet story. They changed a lot, but they literally took everything that I made unique or original about my story and copy pasted some parts word for word. So I'm understandably pissed off right now. If you wanna do me a favor, go shame this writer for stealing my work. It's guerrae on Wattpad.

God, I wish there was a way to report plagiarism like that on Wattpad so it could get taken down. So frustrating! https://www.wattpad.com/story/182557379-treasure-planet

Hi guys!

So I recently started reading on Wattpad, and I decided to add all my old stories on there (the finished ones anyway). If you guys ever want to head over there to reread or comment on them, feel free to! Anyway, that's all!

Also, I have been working on another fanfiction. I will not be uploading it until I have finished it so it can be the best draft first time around for you guys (and I keep going back and adding stuff and changing things and I don't want to confuse my readers. I'll definitely drop a journal about it once I start posting. Let me know if you want me to post it to deviantart as well. I probably will, deviantart has been so difficult to navigate as of late, at least in my opinion. I wish I could narrow things down by type of art again like we used to be able to. Makes it easier to find exactly what your looking for.

Anyway, just a PSA. I'll post another when I start uploading my new story!

Until next time!

Y'all get ready! It has been like 6 years since I wrote anything, and the inspiration bug has hit me hard! And I mean hard! I have begun to write a new story and I will be posting it here soon, as well as on Fanfiction.net and Wattpad. You guys get ready because I am so pumped! So y'all better get pumped!

I will post links to the other sites stories as well so you may read it on the site of your choosing.

I'm excited y'all!

Hi guys. I know it's been a long time, and I've been busing adulting and all that, but tonight I am here to vent. I will admit, I am more than just a little drunk and feeling somewhat emotional right now. And turning to the internet is probably not the best idea, but here I am.

Some of the terminalogy I am about to use centers around Sorority culture, so sorry if you don't understand.

So since I graduated undergrad, me, my big, and my grandbig (gbig) have been drifting apart. for the first 2 years after I graduated, I tried so hard to keep them included in my life and to keep in touch and do stuff together. I was often turned down, ignored, or blown off. (They claim they didn't get a lot of my messages, Idk how much I believe that, tbh). Anyway, about 2 years ago, I finally hit my limit and realized how miserable I was making myself by being so hurt by their absolute disregard for my feelings. So I decided to stop trying and just live my life as best as I could. This was hard for me, especially because these 2 beautiful wonderful women saved my life in college (I was depressed and lonely, they gave me hope and taught me a lot) and helped me become my true self and discover my potential. So naturally it hurt when it seemed like they didn't want to be part of my life anymore. But I couldn't keep hurting my own feelings trying to keep them in my life when they were sending me messages that they didn't want me in theirs. I mean, they were the ones who taught me that people who want you in their life will make the effort to make you part of it. Well, I was the only one making effort at that point.

Anyway, now my big is getting married in a few months. I see posts about it all over the internet. And even though I decided to stop letting them dictate my emotions, I am hurting again. I was hoping that they would eventually reach back out to me, but they didn't. And now she is getting married, and I wasn't even invited to the wedding. I mean, I was and still do plan on inviting both of them to mine whenever I get married, because that is how much they mean to me! And knowing that they care so little to me as to forget to invite me to her wedding, it just brings all that pain back up again.

Also, I'm afraid for my gbig's health. Like, she's been posting pictures on the internet wearing hats that cover her whole head or wearing wigs and drawn on eyebrows. Like I am so scared that she is seriously sick, but she hasn't posted anything about her health, and the last time I reached out to her, she gave me really short answers (but at least she answered, right? I honestly thought she wouldn't). So I've been suspicious that she is seriously sick, but I didn't ask her and wanted to respect her space and privacy, and if she wanted me to know then she would tell me, right? But now with all this and all these feelings coming back, I'm wondering if she would tell me if she wasn't okay. Like, what if she was seriously ill and she didn't tell me, and then one day she was just gone...and I wouldn't have gotten to say goodbye. I know that may sound selfish of me, but I would still want to say goodbye to her... But I know if I ask she will probably be offended or ...I don't know, I just know it's not a good idea nor my place to ask.

Ugh, sorry. Thanks so much for listening to my drunken venting. I do still plan on inviting both of them to my wedding one day...it would just have been nice to have been invited to hers, you know. To know that our friendship meant even a quarter to her what it still means to me.

I just posted a time lapse painting of a medieval renaissance scene that I have been painting. Please check it out on my youtube channel! Link is below!

I've had so much time on my hands lately, I'm so happy I was able to finish this painting so quickly! Enjoy the video, I will be posting the finished product as a deviation soon!

https://youtu.be/bj1mvOVxKxs